Hmm... So I am not having the best of times these days. Life's pretty monotonous and boring. There is no adventure, something which I crave for. Just the same, day in and day out. Dont I need a week off to re energize my thoughts? Well I certainly do, but, thats beyond the realm of possibilities.
On that particular front, which has dominated my thoughts over the past few weeks, I did regain some positivity and optimism after last week which ended in quite a disaster. Dont know whether the action I took was right or wrong, But I had to let it out and followed my heart finally. I was down in the dumps but struggled and picked myself up. Back to the road again. Whether or not the wounds will heal is something time will tell. But yes, I do want to get rid of my cynical behavior of late. Its really getting a little too much. Infact this friend of mine told me - "Rahul, you are behaving totally like Dev Saran (SRK's character in KANK)." Hmm..I have seen that movie numerous!! I am not that cynical, Am I?
Anyways I decided to watch this movie again today. After watching it, I do have something to say about the great hypocrites we Indians are. I remember when KANK was released in 2006. It was widely criticised by the audience. Did K.Jo. go bonkers? What message he was trying to give? I for one didn't like it much when I saw it for the first time. I thought -- Hey whats the justification in the story line? Why would any woman not like the perfect man in Rishi? What was Dev's fuckin cynicism all about?
But then I realized not all break ups/failed relationships are justifiable. I just loved it in the subsequent viewings. We Indians should learn to accept reality and introspect on this infidelity issue. Most of the times there are no reasons, no justifications.. its just human nature (the individual psychological forces that make us), which make us sway from even the most ideal relationships. The men/women in our country would be living " a KANK stroyline" in their lives but when they see a movie like this they despise it! What an irony! Are we hypocrites? My observations about this movie are endless, but I don't have the strength to go ahead at this hour.
And yeah, about the comparison between me and Dev Saran. Yes cynical I have been of late, but the circumstances which have caused this are totally different. Aaah! Dont I need that one week break, away from the fuckin hustle and bustle?
On that particular front, which has dominated my thoughts over the past few weeks, I did regain some positivity and optimism after last week which ended in quite a disaster. Dont know whether the action I took was right or wrong, But I had to let it out and followed my heart finally. I was down in the dumps but struggled and picked myself up. Back to the road again. Whether or not the wounds will heal is something time will tell. But yes, I do want to get rid of my cynical behavior of late. Its really getting a little too much. Infact this friend of mine told me - "Rahul, you are behaving totally like Dev Saran (SRK's character in KANK)." Hmm..I have seen that movie numerous!! I am not that cynical, Am I?
Anyways I decided to watch this movie again today. After watching it, I do have something to say about the great hypocrites we Indians are. I remember when KANK was released in 2006. It was widely criticised by the audience. Did K.Jo. go bonkers? What message he was trying to give? I for one didn't like it much when I saw it for the first time. I thought -- Hey whats the justification in the story line? Why would any woman not like the perfect man in Rishi? What was Dev's fuckin cynicism all about?
But then I realized not all break ups/failed relationships are justifiable. I just loved it in the subsequent viewings. We Indians should learn to accept reality and introspect on this infidelity issue. Most of the times there are no reasons, no justifications.. its just human nature (the individual psychological forces that make us), which make us sway from even the most ideal relationships. The men/women in our country would be living " a KANK stroyline" in their lives but when they see a movie like this they despise it! What an irony! Are we hypocrites? My observations about this movie are endless, but I don't have the strength to go ahead at this hour.
And yeah, about the comparison between me and Dev Saran. Yes cynical I have been of late, but the circumstances which have caused this are totally different. Aaah! Dont I need that one week break, away from the fuckin hustle and bustle?
1 comment:
you and dev saran..huh
please rahul..you are absolutely fine
mba karte karte i can understand you have become rude..but then its ok...we can compromise.:P
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